Tuesday 21 August 2012

0202

2 minutes past 2 in the morning watching a drama about hospitals whilst sitting in a hospital.

Oramorph I think she just gave me for my pain. I rang a bell she came and I asked whether I may have some pain relief and she asked me what would I like. I went strong. "Oramorph" was what I heard.

A few years ago I heard in Uganda the best pain relief they offer is paracetamol and that was an "end of life" specialist.

The drama I'm watching is about Dr Guttmann and his methods of cure for spinal cord rehab that turned into the modern Paralympic movement.

Whilst I'm turning to drugs and clearly they have a role the drama is pointing to the heart and attitude of healing.

Here I am in the house of healing and taking drugs. Tomorrow the care ends from this house but the healing goes on in my will.

Whilst dealing with the Haiti Dream we saw two things- one rehab and the important role of rehabilitation of moving from care to taking care oneself... The second was excellence and achievement. The second was identifying those super abilities unlocked through a bed of belief, hope, opportunity and support & training.

We all know this to be the case, but what holds us back from this? Is it dependence, lack of opportunity and belief, set backs, knocks, fear and disappointment. Well the answer is all of these. As for the solution... Well can't speak for all but for me it's inspiration. Those who have gone before who take time to help us catch up, walk with us, listen and encourage.

I know no one can make my decisions or not do what I have to do. That is mine. I wish it wasn't but this is my lot... My gift and my chance to seize it.

0220 and waiting for the drugs to kick in. Tomorrow's a new day and hopefully I head home. Thanks for the care and time to meditate to this house. Grateful for it, the staff and the time.






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