the car has been nicked.
here i am in bed typing away and i find myself thinking about the whole inconvenience of this and frustrated with new burdens it forces me to bear.
angie and i have been praying about this. she wisely, and equally frustrated deep down, gave thanks for this situation and the gift that we have in this vehicle.
only this morning we were reading in our family devotion time about the secret of being content in all situations (philippians ch 4). i have been trying to work out its meaning ever since i first read this passage back when i was a teenager. i feel none the wiser now.
i remember my first crash and how a friend told me that i was more worried about my dad's reaction than otherwise. that i was more worried about letting other people down. and i remember it distinctly when she summarised with the words "it's just a car". i keep saying these words over. i also find myself remembering, bizarrely, a star trek episode where a community facing impending invasion cling to the things around them. their monuments, their buildings, aqueducts and infrastructure for the people. and with a final plea data, the enterprise officer sent to help relocate this society, states "these are just things. things can be replaced. but the people... they... they can not be."
it's just a car.
i guess i am thankful that we had such a blessing through it.
it came when out other car died. it has provided us with 2 years of hassle free driving. it brought my son home for the first time. took us all the way to lake geneva and back. all the meetings that it has enabled me to go to. allowing us to bring food to the table... and all those lovely trips to see family, to see friends and the joy of fellowship. it came to us miraculously when our needs were such and now it goes.
i am thankful for all that this car enabled us to do. but was it the car that did it. no it was the people we met the friendships that were enhanced and the family bonds strengthened. the car was just the vehicle we used to be with others.
have i learned the secret of being content in all situations. well not quite. but i am finding myself being thankful whereof i would have been dwelling on the loss... after all it's just a car.
2 comments:
Hey AB&C,
B - really appreciated this blog especially with both the challenge and encouragement it brings to me at this time. Yes.. it is just a "thing" but as you pointed out it's a thing with precious memories attached.
I guess I'll just be praying for it to be replaced with an Aston Martin :)
Much love!!!
Well said.
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