Saturday, 27 August 2011

Waiting

A few car issues have brought me to DuPage Truck & Auto motor place. I'm in the waiting area. They have Uncle Buck playing. Fred, the mechanic, I've been told to connect with pops in and says "hey, it's nice in here". He continues... "this the one where the bear jumps out on him?". The student looking guy to my right interjects "that's the great outdoors... They seem to have a John Hughes thing going on".

I noticed the car was overheating from a short journey yesterday. So it seems the coolant was low and I was instructed to take it to the mechanics to replace. A mechanic, not Fred, came out and said "who's ford is that?" I replied "mine" and he said "it's going to need a lot more than an oil change".

I could be here sometime.


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Millennium Park splashy































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Tuesday, 23 August 2011

A not so great journey

I'm now about to sleep. I'm very tired. I've been up for around 22 hours.

To cut to the story. We went on a plane for 9 hours. I decided to be blasé about it as any worrying really is meaningless.

So the scenario is: 3 kids aged 5 and under, 9 hours in a confined space. One kicks off with repeated, high pitched, penetrating screaming repeatedly for around 40 minutes.

The whole plane turned their judging eyes upon us. All our tactics failed and all we were left with was embarrassment and a sense of sadness that he was so down. I saw a side that I didn't like: anger, tiredness, shame in my abilities. I yearned for the clothing of grace, compassion, renewed energy and flexibility to know what to do.

Still we got through. It was by no means easy but we have come out the otherside. To that end I'm grateful.

Man... Planes, parents and children are not a good mix.


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Location:Windsong Cir,Glendale Heights,United States

Thursday, 18 August 2011

The spirit of adventure

Mud play and camp building. What more do you need?

















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Friday, 12 August 2011

A Student's video

One of the students from Canterbury made this video for her university project about about the Big Society featuring us.

Thursday, 4 August 2011

Daring to dream

Nearly 19 months ago an earthquake hit Haiti and changed a nation already crippled with poverty. The poorest country in the western hemisphere. Not only crippled in poverty but also disabled infrastructure. I was told that Haiti after the earthquake is one big laboratory. "Tomorrow's case study for how not to do things". These words haunted me. Such cynicism. Such despair based in wisdom that has seen these things happen yet another time.

The language of hope has different narrative. It is one of building, rebuilding and then more building. It's the continual effort to press forward in the face of challenge and problems. And if done well it shall be with grace, good composure and optimism.

I'm in a meeting with those with such composure. The hope is to train, prepare athletes. Not just any athletes. But those who have had their lives irrevocably changed by the earthquake 19 months ago. One lost all 8 of his immediate family. The use of his legs. His ability to walk has gone. But his hope to be able has not. The meeting is about a dream. A dream to send Haiti's first team of athletes to the London 2012 Paralympics.

The challenge and hurdles immense. No money. Hardly any time to train. Little or no equipment. No sponsors. No hosting.

In the sheer face of this we are all disabled by the lack of our immediate resources to do this. It is only a dream.

But what a dream to have... What we cannot do ourselves we can do together with others.

Here's a pic of this team seeking to help this dream come real.





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Location:Concord Rd,Ealing,United Kingdom

Friday, 22 July 2011

growing up

it's hard to standby sometimes and just watch.

often its only afterwards that you can look back... and if you're anything like me you kick yourself and say "if only i did that" or "i wish i could have done more".

this is one of those times where i just have to watch.

i kind of wrote about something similar here. its the watching the play of your children and realising that they are going through a hardship. an exclusion. a loneliness. hearing the words of those who are close to them say they don't like him. watch their friends "move on".

"its bound to happen"

"that's life"

"its an important life lesson"

its hard to stand by and just do nothing, trusting that the passing of time will be able to teach, to help grow and cultivate that precious character.

its not that i don't love any less my children by not jumping in. its not that i love them more by reminding them of the long term character building. no... and frankly all i can do is suffer with them as only a father can.

its not easy to stand and watch your children go through such exclusion.

Wednesday, 13 July 2011

Let's plan Warsaw

One of the simulation games that is being played here at this conference is one involving the place of stay here in Warsaw. It involves the soviet "gift" of a building from Stalin and planning what could be done with it. All the Polish people say it's an eye sore and stands for a reminder of Russian occupancy.

Here it is:




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Location:Jachranka,Poland

Sunday, 10 July 2011

Home for a week




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In Poland

I'm in my hotel in southern Warsaw. Very south and almost not Warsaw.

My reason for being here is two to be at a conference on the science and craft of gaming, especially as we are embracing this for our work and also to run a slum based simulation to this association. Looking at the programme it has all sorts of crazy and amazing simulations.

I must admit this is looking to be quite a cool conference... Even my colleague said "it looks like the people here actually want to be here compared to many of the other conferences that we have been to."

... More to come...


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Location:Warsaw

Thursday, 7 July 2011

founder's wisdom

i'm fascinated by founding stories of organisations.

i find the early stages and early decisions utterly mesmerising.

when hearing from one very large charity a gentleman shared about their founder and what gave him his energy, zeal and fervour. For Bob Pierce, founder of World Vision, he jotted down in his bible these words: "Let my heart be broken with the things that break the heart of God."

Wednesday, 6 July 2011

Mucking around on another app




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Sitting in the Pitt Room

Currently sitting in the Palace of Westminster listening to the effectiveness of aid.

I find myself wondering about this room. The Pitt room. He was a young leader and debated hard in his day. He was friends, I think, with one of my all time heroes William Wilberforce.

What rich history this room has. A privilege to be here.



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Location:Dean's Yard,London,United Kingdom