Thursday, 1 August 2019

Israel: I am the uncomfortable tourist









I came to see and experience this land that I have only learnt about from books, friends, family, Aid workers and newspapers. I thought I knew stuff about this place. But the more I explored the less I felt I understood. 

Before I came, I spoke to my Dad and colleagues about coming and they kept saying how amazing it would be to walk where Jesus walked and be where he was. 

The reality is… wherever I followed in his footsteps and walked where he was supposed to have been… he was not there. Instead was the frenzy of those around me in search of a special moment to meet their Jesus. 

I kept searching and all I found was relics and icons. I also found check points, restrictions, walls and separation. 

I’m still searching.

Monday, 13 May 2019

Israel: what to expect


41 minutes to Tel Aviv.

It seems a usual occurrence to not contemplate what I’m about to undertake until the journey there. Before that it’s just something else.

Most of the time preparing for going away consisting of practicalities. What I need. How I’m going to get places. Who is needed to help me get there. Who do I need to speak to. What do I need to say and to whom. 

But I find myself thinking what am I to expect of stepping into a country that has so much history and is so entwined with my own story and that of my family’s.

Is the best preparation, actively shutting down expectations, questioning assumptions and being open to what and where you find yourself. 

“Being open”, there’s a phrase often banded around. Perhaps just “being” is better. More to come.

Sunday, 12 May 2019

Israel: I am a pilgrim


Heathrow airport. It’s getting late.

Long story but due to being car-less and a host of other things I’ve decided to come to Heathrow tonight ahead of the trip tomorrow. 

It’s billed as pilgrimage.

And it starts in an empty airport terminal with a few stragglers. Like me they’re waiting. 

The space is distinctively empty but pregnant with anticipation. 

These are the liminal moments.

I have a man crashed out in the adjacent set of chairs watching a video on his phone. He chooses not to use his headphones. I hear everything. Including his text updates that interrupt the show comedy show with its canned laughter. As for me I’m watching the last Match of the Day of the this season. 

Only 6 hours before the meet up and I’m thinking how many of those will actually have sleep in.

The journey starts here.

Sunday, 21 April 2019

Yorkshire Easter Holiday

We had no car but we were gifted a house to take our family near Skipton.

Should we go or shouldn't we. Angie was desperate to go (sometimes it's juts a desire to get away) but our car is looking pretty bad.

Amazingly, a friend offered to pay for a hire car to get away. Amazingly we had a special time away. 
















Wednesday, 10 April 2019

Reuben & Papa Roadtrip

When we started out our mission to serve those in poverty we wanted to do it as a family. Involve the children.

We thought around 10 is a good age to meet others and gain a broader sense of the world and its people. In the past I’ve taken Caleb (in 2016) and Joshua (in 2018) to Kosovo.

It’s Reuben turn. Not quite 10, but in Year 5.Due to issues of Brexit uncertainty we decided to not go to Kosovo yet and maybe take some time out together. When looking at options (costs and opportunities), we thought: rooooooaaad trrrriiiippp! Let’s use the Caravelle to the max and sleep in it and head out somewhere cool for a few days. We needed up thinking: “Let’s do Snowden!” (Not “Mount Snowdon”, apparently that’s the first thing not to say)

So here’s our trip in pics:

1. Stopping at a waterfall in Wales (Reuben wanted to capture it)

2. The sheer view heading into Snowdon National Park against an awesome sunset.

3. Then trouble struck (the battery light went on and the car stopped and we broke down by the side of the Road (just after the photo above). Oh and we had one bar of phone signal and due to the beautiful sunset meant the light was going.

4. Just in case you want to see a man, in fading light, with his broken down car on the A5 (note the sun has gone)

5. After a lovely Policeman stopped and stuck with us whilst waiting for the roadside recovery. Kev, the policeman even let us stay in his car when it started to get cold and let Reuben put on the siren (Reuben later said “why would he do that? That’s really kind of him.”. We ended up being towed to a lake where we pulled up beside and spent the night. The RAC were going to being called in the morning, when the light was better.

6. Not a bad place to breakdown. Though we had no signal now and Angie had to make the calls for us (agreed the night before when we did have the one bar of signal)

7. Found some signal (one bar) on this rock.

8. The RAC man said he can’t fix it the timing has gone (usually indicates something more serious than just the alternator belt). His question, where do you want it towed to? We went back to TW. I’d given up. Let’s go home. Reuben however was in tears. We’d already wasted time and energy being here. How do I help him understand: we can’t go on.

9. As we waited a text came through (don’t know how as we didn’t have signal) to say your insurance entitles you to 3 day complimentary car as onward travel. I was spent. Just wanted to go home. When I looked at the broken boy beside me and told him about this he said we can’t stop here.

10. We managed to get a courtesy car (it needed to be delivered to a postal address... unfortunately lay-bys don’t have postal addresses!) Angie found us a youth hostel where the team said we can stay and use the postal address to receive the car. We were dropped off by the towing company and then decided to do climb after receiving our new car.

11. Stunning!

12. The views

13. We thought we’d go even further up.

14. No stopping now.

15. Still ascending.

16. Reuben was stoked to find snow.

17. We had each other. Spirits still high!

18. More Snow…

19... and some!

20. He was shattered and had to rest.

21. “Stop taking photos, Papa”

22. Day 3 after a night at the Youth Hostel. Starting the day with a porridge.

23. The Llanberis path up Snowdon

24. The halfway station. We were hoping to get a train down. Feeling a bit tired now.

25. This was approaching the hardest part of the walk up (after another hard bit). Reuben was fairly broken.

26. Made it. But oh so shattered!

27. Together (at the top)

28. Resting on the descent and admiring the views

29. Train station (but no trains)... we had to walk down. Even lost my phone and ran back up (around 500 m) to find it placed by the side. Someone said they saw it placed there. Grateful!


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Thursday, 28 February 2019

Life without money stories: the big car fixing bill

It’s not easy living as a volunteer.

We’ve been doing this for a long time. Living in way that is supported by others who help us to fulfil what we believe is a calling. A calling to challenge poverty.

The only snag is the calling is to live in uncertainty (and fragility) that billions live in. It has been a choice. I’ve even turned down paid work because I believe this is where we are suppose to be. One day it may change.

One day.

Recently, we realised the cost of A Big Expenses. That time when a massive outlay hits you. We’ve all had them. For those in poverty this is seismic.

In our case it was our car. Our lovely Caravelle, which, in itself, was a miraculous provision (we've still never bought a car). Something that is way out of our league. But it's been a massive gift and one that has been able to take us on adventures and meet our growing family’s needs. A family of 6 kind of narrows the car options.

We put it in for a check as the gears weren't working. It turned out to be big. If I was a mechanic I would use words like "mechatronic" but rather this is what I saw and understood: the £3000 price tag.

This would pretty much wipe us out. I started to look at our money. Look at what we could cut out: holidays, other expenses, trips.

When we shared this at our family dinner table we turned straight to each other and said this is not something we could do and Angie immediate went to prayer saying very specifically: please provide.

The one bit of hope came in the form of a warranty. 3 years ago the previous owner said I may wish to extend it. I wasn't convinced. The reason simple: we couldn't afford it. But I took it out because I thought one day we may need it. However, a few months ago when the ignition didn't work we had tried the warranty then. It didn't work. It cost us £700. That was a big shock.

I shared this at the dinner table and Angie changed her prayer to ask for this warranty to work. The boys all joined saying Amen and then continuing the usual dinner shenanigans of labouring over their food, trying to wind each other up. I must confess I left with the growing fear and gloom that there was nothing I could do to pay for this bill.

2 days later Jay from the garage phoned to say I have good news and bad news. The bad news is you have to pay. The good news is it's only the £50 excess for the warranty as it came through.
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